A Way To Get To Know Me( i posted this in april and thought id re post it!)

*I have to tell you, its kinda reveling but its interesting! Honestly, some of it has changed since i wrote it but 98% of it is the same!*

Ok, lets start with the basic one....My name is rebecca. if you want to see what i love read the list to the right! I hate willy wonka, i am deadly afraid of fire, im afraid of lossing everyone who means somthing to me and think about it often......probaly way too much, Im a HUDGE worryer!, I havnt sleept in my own bed in over a year.....agean its fear!, i can be very very oppionated, i like a perfectly organized purse at ALL times, i become very dpendent on certain poeple, i have low selfestem at times, i love jesus very deeply and try to live COMPLETELY for him 24/7 BUT its not easy but i always always try, o how i love the lord! I do i do!, im always sick it seems like, i HaD a crush on a teacher at one season in my life, often times i can get even more oppinonated around my famaily, I can roll my tongue, i have the worse eating habbits youll probaly ever come across, i often wish i had a boyfriend even though i always say differently even on this blog, im SO excited but sacere to death to start ccu, i HATE change but will do it, i can be realy emetional at times, i can also be very........i guess u can say wise at times, poeple say i have discernment, i have some rap on my ipod....sory mom!, my ipod is 75 percent christian, i love poeple, but somtimes i like to be alone, i secertly want to be marry popins cause she loves kids like me, i would love to meet Beth Moore, the frist thing i notice about poeple is there purse, im intreacted(SP?) by there purse and whats inside, i dont trust my self and my thoughts, i think being an aunt is the best thing to happen to me, i love my mommore the she will ever know, i was depperesed lasy semester of my senior year cause of all the change and i let it get the best of me, im learning how to trust and lean on God daily, i fear that ill be left be hind in more ways then one, i fear that i share to much about m like in this post, im looking for poeple i can trust pray wuth talk too and just be me with, i can get very lost in my thoughts, i try to find joy in everything, i wonder why poeple are friends with me, i treasur all of my fam and friends, my momis very spicail to me, and know i need to stop writing this.......GOOD BYE!