~~*Things Pondered*~~: Be Still

Sunday, November 25, 2012

Be Still

***I wrote this a year ago Novemeber 5th, its amazing how much it applies to my life right now!***

BE STILL AND KNOW I AM GOD!!!"

These words have taken on a WHOLE NEW meaning the last few weeks and days!! God is doing a MAJOR work in my heart! It has been so very painful but o so very GOOD!!! Im learning how to realeash things to HIM and not dwell on them befor they becom a reality. You see, i tend to worry far too much, and i obbsess, however its always over things that are most certainly NOT true or the reality!! The Lord is teaching me to completely and whole heartly depend on HIM!! Then all my worries and thoughts that have me going crazy will be ok! My mind and heart will be able to rest in HIS peace!! The last few days and weeks have been a big and hard battle for me, i know without a dubt it is the enemy placing these thougts in my heart and mind and i want so badly to fight back and not let him when any more then i already have! These things in my head are NOT of the Lord and they are lies from satan! I want and need to make sure i am covering myself in prayer....there is no other way to fight this battle! This is spirtual warfare for sure! I want God to have the victory! Im done leting this affect my realationships! The enemy is trying to ruin a good thing by placing these horrible lies in my head! the enemy will NOT win this battle! Christ will win this battle! I WILL fight!! I will NOT give in to the lies! I will NOT let the enemy ruin an amazing thing in my life! I want YOU Lord! More of You and less of me!!!!!!!! I want these relationships to be centered around YOU!!! I am so so SOOOO thankful for the realtionships the Lord has put in my life and i WILL NOT let the enemy move in! These poele mean more to me then they could EVER posibly know!! Lord, take controol! Help me to be able to rest in you, because once i do, i believe with all of me, that i will be able to rest and have peace and be able to accept these relationships as gifts from You! I want to see them continue to grow and honnor You and be healthy!!!!!!! IM GONA FIGHT!!!!! Pray hard for me!!!! I know im under attack!

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*Things That make Me Smile*

*JESUS*
*Jurnalling*
*Beth Moore*
*My Fam*
*My Christian Brotheres and Sisters*
*My Bible*
*Redeming love by FR*
*The smell of french bread*
*Carmell Aplles*
*The smell right after it rains*
*purses*
*My camera*
*Takin pics*
*Scrapbooking*
*My Fam*
*My friends*
*Mrs.Meek*
*Mrs.Payne*
*CHOCOLATE!*
*Pepermint*
*the smell of lavender*
*Purple*
*Dolphins*
*Water*
*my purple blanket*
*NEW YORK*
*ipod*
*cell phone*
*Flipp floops*
*Chocolate cake*
*Christian music*
*Hot coco*
*Hangin with friends*
*finding qutes on the internet*
*Shoping*
*Movies*
*School activties*
*Julia Roberts*
*Chapstick*
*peepermint candles*
*Law&OrderSVU*
*Fall days*
*Rainy Days*
*Swinging in my backyard*
*Goin to movies*
*Goin out with my friends*
*Praying with friends*
*SunSets and SunRises*
*Romance movies
*Having conversations and praying with my mentors*
*Breakfest at Tiffany's*
*Muffins*
*Open Door Ministries*

My One True Hero!

♥ Jesus Christ, who is the love of my life. Without Him, I wouldn't be here today, He gave me His grace and love without expecting anything in return. He is the only reason that I wake up each morning and the reason that I Hope for tomorrow. He always protects and cares for me. I can tell him anything, and He won't go blabbing to everyone. He grieves with me, laughs with me, sings with me, dances with me, and rejoices with me. He loves me, and there's nothing I can do to make Him love me any less. NOTHING!! EVER!!!He even died for me to assure that we could be together forever!! Isn't THAT hero?!