On My Heart

So, the last few days, weeks, and months i have had somthing weighting very heavy on my heart again, its somthing ive struggled with for years. Its somthing i have posted about befor. Im not going to say what it is on here because i do not want to give the enemy anymore glory then what he has already gotten. I want the Lord to have all the glory! I so desperately want to be set free from this struggle but then i easly fall right back into the same patterns, the same mindset! Its easy for me to say im done, but then its like a switch gets flip, and im right back in my old ways.....very frustrating. Its no dubt a spritual battle. I want the Lord to be lifted up and honred! NOT the enemy! I guess the reason im posting this entry is to ask for prayer and for accuntablity. I love each of you so very much!