A Call To Be Set Apart From The World...

Yes, it is no secret that i stand very firm in my believes and my opinons and i am not afraid to tell someone how i fell about somthing, and most who know me and know me well know this about me! However, we all have are struggles, things we are nbot prud of, things that if someone else found out we would be freaked out...or atleast i would! Theres somthing i have struggled with for years now, and i have never been able to over come it, i always seem to fall "victim" to it every time! Its frustrating! I know full well that it is sin, its clearly against God's Word AND everything i stand for! I often times fell like a fake because i say one thing, then i fall back into this thing in my life! Its easy for me to sit here and write about it, but when im alone, and fall back into the patteran(i guess you can call it) i almost become de-senstized(sp?) by it! Its not good! It is no doubt a stronghold in my life, it is clearly the enemy! My heart knows its worng, but my mind has not caught up with my heart!! In need of prayer! Any thoughts dear friends?? Its been a battle ever since Jr.High!