thoughts....

Latly, ive been realy almost doubting who i am, i mean i have absoultly no doubt who i am in Christ!, but i hav been doubting how my friends realy see me. I do not want to come across as perfect....poeple do acuse me of this, i do not want to appear like i have it all together......I DO NOT!, and i dont ever want to come across as fake. I often fell like poeple do percive me this way and it makes me sad. i want poeple o see a girl with a heart after Christ, who adores her friends, who is open about what is going on in her life, wants GOD to have ALL the glory, has her share of issues but is striving to see Christ in everything! I am sick of comparing myself to others, and thiking they have it right and i dont! im sick of felling like im less of a Christian after comparing my self to others, Im sick of trrying to combat this image of "Little miss perfect" when i am not little miss perfect!

I need to reming myself of who i am in Christ, that is all that matters! I am who i am! Christ created me, He loves me no matter what! He thinks im beautiful inside and out! Praise God!! I need to be content in who Christ has made me to be! Yes, i stand up for Christ word, and against things not honoring to Him! I know im honoring Him! I need to not fell like less of a person for doing that! ultimately i know i am pleasing to the Lord! I DO not have it perfect or always right, i am flawed as well as all of you, i have made many many mistakes, i have sin in my life just like you, but if im going to be made out to be a bad peron for standing up for Christ, then those poeple re not true friends. However alot of these fellings i have created for myself and are not true or from the Lord. Like i said, i need to constaintly remind myself of who i am in HIM!

Buttom line, take it or leave it, i am living the best i know how, and striving to give God everything inside and out! I WILL stand firm on the Word of God even if it means lossing friends, or having poeple think less of me, i would rather have poeple think less of me, and know im living for Christ!